Conor the Lion-Heart

Day 3

After a late night and little sleep; sleep which I felt like I really didn't even need, your Mom and I came into the NICU to find a note from your night nurse, Jen. The note explained that your bilirubin was coming down, that you'd taken two more feedings with very little residual food not digested, and that you were all set to come off your nasal cannula. It's been explained to us that these are all indicators of great progress for a male caucasian born 8 weeks premature... And yes, it's also been explained that both sex and race dictate vastly different paths for premature babies - truths neither of us were privy of before now! In fact, it seems a black female born under the same circumstances would more likely have been delivered with fully functioning lungs and a hearty appetite! The physiological marvel of life is full of mysteries! And I feel as though I'm unlocking those secrets one at a time - even if those secrets have been known to so many others for centuries.

I'm so proud of you, Son. Your fighting spirit has seen you achieve the smallest feats and the most significant accomplishments in less than 72 short hours. I think of you as having the heart of a lion; fearless and strong. "Conor the Lion-Heart". And in fact, since the first time I heard your heartbeat on a fetal doppler, I've always found solace in the strength of it.

You'll keep working hard and your Mother and I will continue to be tireless in our pursuit to bring you home. And I know your strong heart will inspire me to never, ever give up on facing down the next challenger. Together, we can beat them all.

I love you, Boy.
Dad